February 2011
Lately,
I’ve been having better days. & I hope this is something I can get used to. I like this… Like I hope nothing messes it up. This past weekend was really good & nothing messed it up bcuz I didn’t let it. I need to start doing this more
I don't hate you, I'm just done with you.
I don’t want anything to do with you. You were once in my life and now that you’re not, I’m fine with it. I’m not being mean, I’m not holding a grudge. It’s simple, I don’t want anyone in my life that doesn’t deserve to be there. You earn your position, once you screw up.. Well, that’s your loss.
I cant promise you a perfect relationship,
without arguments over our differences and trust issues. However, I can promise you that as long as you are trying, Im staying. I promise that you won’t face anything alone. I promise that i’m completely all yours.
I still question how you continue to deal with me.
It’s not a complaint, either. It’s just a thought of how I’m actually this lucky to have someone like you still around. Still filling me with endless smiles..
